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Henry Chan
APOTHEOSIS/JOURNEY TO THE INMOST CAVE: WAITING FOR SUNRISE

first performed on January 13, 2017
The Art Hut at the Gladstone Hotel, Toronto, Canada
performed once in 2017

MARILYN ARSEM

Boston, MA
contact@marilynarsem.net
marilynarsem.net

APOTHEOSIS/JOURNEY TO THE INMOST CAVE: WAITING FOR SUNRISE
MARILYN ARSEM

This cycle of fourteen performances was based on Joseph Campbell’s book, The Hero with a Thousand Faces, which suggests that all myths have a common pattern. However, the MONOMYTHS perception of the universal journey dispels the notion of the lone patriarchal figure on a conquest to vanquish his demons–in consideration of a feminist revisioning of a world of community, collectivity, and collaboration.

I chose to design a performance in which both I and the audience were engaged in the same action. I thought the “inmost cave” might be one’s own mind, and that the most intense and often darkest period of reflection is during the deep hours of the night. Beginning at sunset at 5:04 pm, we sat together in silence contemplating our lives, waiting for sunrise, which arrived at 7:48 am, after 14 hours and 44 minutes.

The Art Hut, a stand-alone building, had floor-to-ceiling windows facing sunrise. We illuminated the upper walls and ceiling dimly, the light subtly shifting like firelight. The sound of water moving underground was subliminal. Chairs were available, and mats with cushions along the walls. A counter had a kettle for hot tea. In the middle of the room was a large round table, covered in black.

I lit a candle in the center of the table at sunset, extinguishing it at sunrise. Two small spherical rocks were near the candle. Also on the table was a bowl containing printed cards of questions for the audience.

The audience could arrive and leave at any time. Instructions for the event were posted at the entrance:

We are waiting for sunrise in silence. please join us.

Find a place to sit.

In the bowl on the table are cards with suggestions of topics to consider on your journey to the inmost cave.

What have you accomplished? What is changing?
What have you forgotten? How will you die?
What do you really know? What is emptiness?        
What do you want to forget? What is time?
What have you lost? What is silence?
What will you leave behind? What is death?
What remains always? What is darkness?
What do you choose not to see? What is stillness?
What do you fear? What is eternity?